If my first baby hadn't died, it would have been one today (provided I had given birth on my due date that is). It really sucks to have to pass this anniversary again and still not have a baby or even be pg. I guess that there are people who are lucky and get everything that they dream of exactly when they want it...and there are people who have to struggle and fight for everything...and still don't end up with their dream. Guess which one I am?
Ugh...I'm such a downer today. I don't even want to be around me :-( So I guess that I will do what I am always expected to do...pretend to be positive and optimistic and full of sunshine. Wait...scratch that. If I don't feel like being full of sunshine today then I am not going to be! If I feel like crying all day then I am going to. I know that nobody wants to hear about how depressed I am...so that is why I am not going to talk to anyone about it and I am not going to feel bad about that.
signed,
a cynical sista
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Awww, Jenny, I didn't see this till now. HUG. Are you excited to be close to stims?
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